Hm... well, it's finally my birthday... but life doesn't feel much better as being fifteen than fourteen. Not bad. Just not better.


Jeez. I don't even want to say it. I got a text from one of my guy friends who is interested in something more (but I'm not sure if I am) saying that he saw a condom commercial on TV today. Oh, that's just great. Sees a condom commercial and thinks of me? Joy. Joy, joy, joy.

Sorry for not writing... This week's been kinda weird. I had an asthma attack on... hm, Wednesday? Or was it Tuesday? I dunno, earlier in the week, and then had an emotional breakdown on Thursday and cast out a nightcrawler, god poked with literally 140 needles on Friday to find the source of these asthma attacks... oh, by the way, I found out that I'm allergic to some trees, fall weeds, weeds at all, cats, dogs, dust, dust mites, mold, bee stings, fire ants (isn't everyone?), and very allergic to all types of grass. My right arm and back look like they've been through a freaking cheese grater. Ugh.


Life's boring.

Still confusing.

But it isn't like I thought all this would change on my fifteenth birthday.

In Hans Christian Andersen's version of the Little Mermaid, the mermaids get to go to the surface once they turn fifteen. I'm kinda not feeling that sunshine yet, I'm still feeling a bit bottom-of-the-ocean-ish.

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Wow, you really read all that? Danggg. Props! =]

Well, I see you've just had the imponderable joy of stumbling onto the blog of an 18-year-old girl who can't really describe herself in 500 words or less, such as in little text boxes like these. She didn't intend her blog to really become so much like her online diary (she was hoping it would have an interesting, helpful purpose to serve the world and all) but blogging is just kind of fun. This girl's a bit of an environmentalist and a full-tilt vegetarian, a bit of an artist who can't draw, a bit of a writer who can't find time to read, and a completely hopeless romantic. She enjoys white chocolate, coloring, wading in creeks, music, Doctor Who, and speaking in third-person when it's unnecessary like this.

Now go read the rest of the blog and meet her, if you like of course. :)