Making money.

I've got to leave in ten minutes for work, but I figure I should take a second to write.

Interesting factoid: I had my first break-up... but I never actually had a relationship. Well, here it is:
Me and Colin broke up. Colin and I, whatever. We ended our agreement to date in college, we ended our open relationship that would let us date other people. I felt like a whore. We never did anything. We just had that name tying is together, leaving us open, letting in infection like a festering wound. So, together, we closed it.

And now we're closer than ever.

This isn't quite how I wanted things to work out, but he's happy with his girlfriend he thinks he's serious about, and if he's happy, I'm happy, and honestly, I'm just happy with this too. Somehow I got him a job at the same restaurant I work at - we work Wednesdays and Fridays together, i think - and it's okay. We work really well together.

It would suck if all we were meant to be was friends...

But then again, I guess it's not so bad.

1 comment:

The Conductor said...

Just wait for college. It gets so much better.


Wow, you really read all that? Danggg. Props! =]

Well, I see you've just had the imponderable joy of stumbling onto the blog of an 18-year-old girl who can't really describe herself in 500 words or less, such as in little text boxes like these. She didn't intend her blog to really become so much like her online diary (she was hoping it would have an interesting, helpful purpose to serve the world and all) but blogging is just kind of fun. This girl's a bit of an environmentalist and a full-tilt vegetarian, a bit of an artist who can't draw, a bit of a writer who can't find time to read, and a completely hopeless romantic. She enjoys white chocolate, coloring, wading in creeks, music, Doctor Who, and speaking in third-person when it's unnecessary like this.

Now go read the rest of the blog and meet her, if you like of course. :)