Love again.

I NEVER thought I'd be able to fall for another guy until everything that happened this month.

Now, I spent a bit of last semester English kind of looking at this guy named Marc, and he was kind of cute. I mean he had a really big nose. But he seemed really intelligent and funny and kind of sweet and stuff. And he had a tattoo and I know he had a band.

And last week, in English, we had to make these videos explaining our lives so far in high school and his was sooo good. He's so funny and he tells stories so well and he has a way with words, and he's artistic, and he can laugh at himself, and appreciates good music...

I have very minimal chance with him because we didn't talk once in class, and I don't think he realizes I exist, and I have no excuse to talk to him because it's second semester senior year and we have no classes together. sigh.

And tonight I finally listened to his band online and they are SOOOOO GOOD and his voice is AMAZING and he is just SO GOOD and he's SINGLE-

and now I know what I want in a guy.

Someone who can make intelligent conversation. Someone I can sing in the car with. Someone who appreciates good literature. Someone who admires nature. Someone who's not afraid to say I Don't Know. Someone braver than me who can take me by the hand and show me life. Someone who can just let go and do something for the hell of it.


Aakarshita said...

aww :) i know that feeling.. only i wasnt able to express myself as well as you did!

The Conductor said...

Girl. You'll find yourself a man. I have me a man right now ;) Not a boyfriend. But a guy. And he's meeting my parents tonight. And here's the truth: you don't want to meet the love of your life right now. You're about to leave and you'll change SO MUCH in college. Wait it out.


Wow, you really read all that? Danggg. Props! =]

Well, I see you've just had the imponderable joy of stumbling onto the blog of an 18-year-old girl who can't really describe herself in 500 words or less, such as in little text boxes like these. She didn't intend her blog to really become so much like her online diary (she was hoping it would have an interesting, helpful purpose to serve the world and all) but blogging is just kind of fun. This girl's a bit of an environmentalist and a full-tilt vegetarian, a bit of an artist who can't draw, a bit of a writer who can't find time to read, and a completely hopeless romantic. She enjoys white chocolate, coloring, wading in creeks, music, Doctor Who, and speaking in third-person when it's unnecessary like this.

Now go read the rest of the blog and meet her, if you like of course. :)