I need advice.

Blog readers, I have a quick poll.

My not-posting-about-Colin-mission failed. Because I need some help.

Its freaking November. And almost every night, I go to bed remembering the day in July that he told me he loved me. And I know how this must look, because I'm very bad at painting the situation to parties that don't actually know either of us.

So my questions... How does our strange relationship look from the outside? Should i bother waiting for him? And third... Is this healthy? (its not, is it. -.-)

Sorry to beg for help here but I'm floundering and I'd genuinely love to know your honest thoughts. Again.

If you have an opinion, please share!! Thanks <3

1 comment:

The Conductor said...

Honey. Every girl goes through this.

From the outside it's hard to tell because I don't know him and I don't even really know what he did to you.

But here's what I do know:
Love is a heavy word.
Marriage is a far away topic.
Boys can be mean on accident. They're just thoughtless when girls are thoughful--all we do is think.

Wait on him. Don't. But don't compromise yourself in the process. If you're hurting while you wait on him, then he's officially not worth it. Be good to yourself. Love yourself.


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