And now, a small list of darkish things I keep hidden in my closet behind all my clothes.
1. I used to be an anorexic.
2. My self confidence is small to non-existant.
3. I've bought alcohol without getting carded. Twice. (It was a pina colada. And a spiked daiquiri. But still.)
4. I used to cut. Well, sort of. I would just pick excessively at my scabs because I thought I deserved to bleed. And now, my legs and arms are covered in scars and I regret it.
5. I used to hate myself and want to die every day.
6. I'm in love with my best friend.
7. I've never been kissed.
8. I text while driving. If my parents knew, they'd kill me.
9. I have asthma.
10. A few years ago, I stopped believing in God and turned to Wicca. Now I'm back to mostly Christianity. but. yeah.
11. Most kids my age can't wait for college, but I'm terrified of it.
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Don't be terrified. I promise it's so much better--and far dumber people than you excel there. :)
And those are big secrets. Some I've shared, some I haven't. Don't worry. They are a part of what has made you, but they cannot define you unless you allow it.
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