Chasing Rainbows

Have you ever had a dream... hm. How to describe.

I've got this dream. I want it so badly. I don't want to tell anyone because they'd probably laugh in my face. I feel like Herbert from Monty Python... who just wants to sing... *shakes head* See, that's exactly the reaction I'm going to get.

Ever had a dream that you know would never come true, that you know you could hardly face even if you did achieve it, that you know goes against everything you know to be true about yourself...

Blaring hormones are making this really tough to figure out.

Anyhow... Today was my last day of school! YESH! And, and, and, my grandmother is moving in today. That's that.

And, I'm frickin' confused.

Oh, and here's my horrorscope for the week:

This transit will make you more sociable. You will be energetic, full of go. Good position if you are in an examination period, or in a competition. Oh yay, exams are over today!

You will be determined and energetic. You will want to go out, to travel, to see friends. I still feel like a hermit crab, amazingly enough. Your feelings will be controlled, no passion.

You will be in a good mood, business will go well, love life will be fine, you will want to go out and see the world. You take your time, and will think carefully before making the slightest decision. Don't worry. Usually I think way too carefully before making the slightest decision.

There will certainly be a change in your life, a change for the better. You will be in a good mood, business will go well, love life will be fine, you will want to go out and see the world. You will live through a very good period, especially on the intellectual front.

You will be energetic, solid, resistant, spirited, trustworthy, hardy and resolute. You will be full of energy, and take on the work of Hercules. Your faith in yourself will be stronger, your convictions will be reinforced. Ummm...

You will be weakened, not in form: you won't be in a good mood and will be incapable of action or finishing your tasks. Damn ADD! (joking, mostly) Your judgement will be hasty. You will meet people you find fascinating but who may make you forget your duties through their originality. Ummm...??

You will act out of proportion. You will often be prone to fear, imaginary terrors. (OMG! FLYING PURPLE SQUIRRELS! HALLLP!) Kidding. Mostly.

A dead calm as far as love is concerned. Dead calm? Ouch! You will live beyond your means.

Did you read that carefully?Are you also wondering something along the lines of "WTF???" Because I am. That's usually what I'm wondering most of the time... But whatever, screw it.